Wednesday, June 19, 2013

My Fear

The scary thing about life is your own fear. Like your 16 and when you find out that your pregnant, or when you get pulled over for a killing someone or speeding. Spider, bugs, germs. Everything you see as a hazard, you stay a distance from them.
My fear is what people think about me. Ever since I was little, my father treated me like a little boy. SPORTS! SPORTS! SPORTS! I wasn't afraid of anything. I would play football, basketball, any kinda sport out their that guys played during break. They were afraid of me. I didn't understand.  No guys wanted to date me or nothing.. I was to masculine and guys just wanted someone who was pretty, do anything for them. Blahh, blahhh, blahhh, blahh!!!
So during the summer, I asked my mother to help me with a make over. The day I got back from summer, the guy that rejected me, came up to me and told me that I was hot!
After the first semester, I found out that guys were jerks anyways, I would rather just knock them out on the field. Don't change who you are!
I am not a groupy, I love sitting alone and reading my book. Anti-Social you may call it. I just feel safe this way.

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